Back in May, I told myself “Decisions need to be made.”
Then, coming into June and July, I told myself that I was going to make a certain decision no matter what.
While this might not be entirely clear because I haven’t openly shared the details of what I’m going through, I’m going to try to explain without revealing too much.
You know, when things are super difficult and challenging, you just want out?
That has been me.
But, after taking this summer to reflect, I am learning to be rational and logical even when I really don’t want to be.
Right now, even though I know I won’t necessarily be happy continuing with something, I have to be rational and logical about my needs.
I am also aware that perhaps it’s easier to be rational and logical when I’m away from the thing that is challenging and overwhelming.
However, I hope that this time of reflection and writing about it can help me stay grounded in the decision I’ve made: to remain where I’m at, for now, while I continue figuring things out.
Along with this, I hope that my new perspectives and experiences will help me to better navigate what is to come.
It’s never easy but I am keeping my fingers crossed.
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