I’m on the verge of something.
Just when I thought things were getting “better” but just not quite right, something comes along leading me to the point of almost being done.
Tomorrow, something may happen that may change the rest of my life pretty much.
Because if I walk away, I don’t want to look back.
I am aware of the risks, the consequences, and all the ways this could possibly go…including ways I can’t even imagine.
But, how much more can I do of this?
How much more thinking and reflecting do I need to do? When things are clear to me even with the doubt and questioning lingering.
It’s crazy because for the past 5 years or so, I’ve been in the liminal space.
And, lately, I’ve been feeling like I have kind of passed the in between but still not in the “what is to come.”
It’s like I am in the interstice (the space between the liminal space and what’s next)
And, being on the verge of something could mean I am about to transition into what is next even though I don’t know what that next is.
I wrote this on the last day of November, the night before a big day…tomorrow, December 1st, a new month. I don’t know exactly what will happen. I have ideas of what most likely could happen, but it could go either way. I wanted to write about what has been happening in my life this month, without knowing what comes next. So, we shall see what December brings.
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